Daily Journal - 11OCT2020

This morning I walked into the gym to find a few things out of order.

Clamps and miscellaneous items were left out on the gym floor which weren't enough to bother me but what did set me off was finding a bathroom water faucet left on full blast.

Since I came in around 5am this morning, I am pretty sure I'm the first one in today which means someone left the water running overnight. All I see is $$$ going right down the drain.

Luckily, there was no water spill over onto the floor or any mess to clean up.

As I went to God today, I was filled with high anxiety, frustration and anger - I should just close the gym were my first initial thoughts and reactions.

However, once I brought my matters to the Lord, I was reminded that all I really need is God and His promise of Salvation.

Nothing else really matters. (<--- read this again and again and again until it sinks in "pun intended)

Everything I own or seek to posses are merely blessings but none of them are anything great compared to God's promise.

I found rest and assurance in His word today and will try to continue to be thankful for every blessing I have, even when they seem more of a burden - like the gym felt today.

For non of these things really matter.

What does matter is my relationship with the Lord and my purpose that He has entrusted me with while I am here on this Earth.

Powerful Walk With God Moment

I was simply reminded today that when we don't understand things or when we're always trying to seek answers or we're always trying to make sure that we're on the right path with God...⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ It's a sign that we are not at Peace or even Strong in our Faith ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ In times of frustration or need we often times want a sign or more understanding or perhaps even a direct answer to make sure that we're on the right track and that we're doing the things we're supposed to be doing.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Well, I had this revelation where instead of seeking understanding, instead of seeking answers, and instead of questioning whether or not I’m on the right path, 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ 𝘐𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵?⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Am I at peace with the future? ⁣⁣ Am I at peace with the present? ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ You see, I know that when I’m at a place of peace an...

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